A Birthday

I write these few brief lines
To celebrate your birthday now
To write for you now and here
Is to keep you in my heart
That whenever we are apart
I hold your memory so dear
That the smile you make shines
Onto me I want you to know
That the beauty you let show
Be the most wondrous sight
I feel so happy somehow
When you smile your light

The poems, novels, films defines
What you mean to me then and now
To write of you in certain light
To keep you in my memory forever
Like the dreams of us together
Tied and bound together by Love
A dream when I close my eyesight
I see us together at long last
We live in memory of dreams past
A Gift given by the Lord above
Like this life I've lived for you
I write a fortune of stories of
Former times, the glories of love
And the times ahead of us now.

To My Dear'st Miss Balint-szpak

I know you...with,
that look, in your eyes
that moment our eyes met,
It was fate, kismet,
and that I avoid this flame there,
With you in your beautiful brown eyes,
so heavenly to me when you stare,
Into mine such grace and kindness,
I wanted you from that moment on,
It has kept me burning strong,
Strong of Emotion, Loyalty, Admiration,
The fires of a burning candle flame,
Ignites in your eyes when you smile,
I wonder if you ever felt the same,
I know that if you mine even awhile,
You - Would become my savior of a soul,
Write this to you is not my only goal,
Is to let you know what I have for you,
You were to me - Firelight of stars,
Like a dying sun you burn my heart,
I want to dedicate this - my life,
My writing - To You, the Angel,
I've known you...there - waiting,
I wanted to run to you, embrace you,
True would be the intention reclaim,
I burnt strong the desireful flame,
As I burn - Burn for you - only you,
To me you are quite angelical when,
On the day, in time and place wanted,
To meet, You said we should be friends,
I never had such a connection come alive,
I need you to be on the level I burn,
And to this notion for you I will yearn,
When are you going to be here - with me,
With my passionate sweet embrace for us,
I want you to be happy but I want to,
Make you the happiest of women here now,
You...You...Were like a God-Sent Angel,
When all was dark....darker still here,
And now I drown on your sea of ecstasy,
Your rivers of flowing fires of you,
You are a light to me, Shine On Me,
Cast your heart on flames to me then,
Now I write you...for you is a searing
Tale of Lovers embrace in this of ages,
I will write this for you in many pages,
I owe you this and so much more I wished,
I find that the time is right to set free,
All pasts and learn to see dreams finished,
If I can have a chance at forever is you,
You...I will love, cherish as the old perish
The dreams of the past to lite new destinations.

A Dream With An Angel

Dear someone, someone I knew or never knew,
I only knew inside a dream, while I’ve dreamt.
One day, or someday, that if we ever meet,
That I will be waiting, to carry you in times,
In moments of darkness I’ll be your light.
I want to share with you the times of life,
My life, Your life, Everyone around at times
I dreamt and it was about me and it was you
I knew then I wanted to spend my life with
You sharing, caring, dealing with day to day
Things which may come our way in these times
It is for you and your family that I’ll pray
For you’ll be safe with blessing from God
I want for you to be happy even though
You may never meet me, we may never last,
And I wanted to be someday at your feet,
Begging, Pleading for you to forgive me
I know that I can be unlikeable but if you
Do forgive and one day we do meet, someday
I’ll be forever yours.

Winter Princess

I’ve traveled far and wide for the one true
woman who sets my soul ablazed
I’ve found the fire within her eyes
when I saw her face see mine eyes
looking As I smiled at her with her
smiling back at me there amazed
And now it had been years searching for
another moment of wishing I now am far,
far from that light and sometimes things
will come around For I have found that
where the sun shines the rainbows end
at her Now I must work to hone which
skills left have I for I have sound Sight
and writings which could last if I publish
all for her.

Yearning

Yours is a burning flame to which I admire
Mine's to burn for it in every single desire
I want to give you a life worth living for
But it is a long road to redemption before
The tiding sets in and the roaring thunders
Grasp us in the storms collapse on us under
The rain from which flows from mine eyes
For which I am never but satisfied with lies
Which is all I see in the reality of things
With all the truths in that time beginnings
Now all is a cover-up and a conspiracy to me
For I'll never be free of my televised dream
I'll just burn in a city to which is made of
Glass, Lights, Cameras and of course real life
To which I am the center of all the masses if
I was to be at that place with a brand new wife
To call my own I would be forever completed
For it is Times which have brought this gift
A sight beyond the stars and realms of reality
So be to call it a vision of my own destiny
I feel that a new path must be followed in of
A life for which it means to pine for someone
Someone, A Woman, A Beauty Queen, A Kind Lady
I yearn for the chance on which saying my words
Wilt be thou great'st achiev'ment in all lit
A prose work, book, novel, dramatization of
Which seems to be a tale unto itself a story
A Masterpiece of which a play, a tragedy turn
Comedy, An Epic Tale of Love, Passion and Faith
For what happens in life will be what is in death
Rememberance of what was or became of my legacy
For this I will perish, if not totally burn
In the words written are that of heart and for
The years spent before now which breaking tales
Of hearts frozen in time to which it shows
What has happen in a time now lost then before
The time in the now I would've died to try
And there no reasons for what I'll be on trial
So forth that I now live with eternal denial
For what was could not show itself to me as was
What the olde-tymers called a vision of eyes
Well seeing into the fate of oneself and lies
Of people ahead for which should've been avoided
Now all the souls are watching me inside a room
Which there is not a single soul other than me
And I feel an impending sort of fated doom
To which I will fail if I don't try now here
I must be the writer and person I said I wanted
Now avoiding any traps that may fall unto me
And there is where there was a fire to burn
That of which cannot be put out so easily done
Just a chance and a change of lifestyle there
So here's to hoping what comes next isn't wrong
To find the place and Woman to which I belong
I will see what lies ahead of this eternal strife
And there maybe a promise of a better life
For which I burn for a Woman of my eyes vision
Of emotions runs into riverstreams of oceans
The pyres of fate burning a light to which blaze
The flames burn of all the rest of our days
To This I Will Pray For, Yearn For Yearning
Forever For This Life After All The Aftermath
Of A Life That's Been In The Grasp Of Energies
God, Angels, Light, A Force not of this earth
To which I pray for your happiness in realities
Not in reality currently, truly I Love You For
All That You Shown That You Are And I Am Therefore
I will compose, paint, write, build a future
Is it so hard for me to see what could possibly
Be if you and me were one together, maybe not
But I know that building this dream takes time
And if this be my destiny than it's serendipity.

Written Through The Age

I will leave my legacy of this life
Until the days yonder had their last
Love you even if you're not my wife
Burn such passions to write of past
Fires which arose when you had chose
To take my rose and sonnet and love
Love me unto eternity with a promise
For premonitions blessed by all above

keep me in your thoughts for always
I once knew of dreams do come true
But never expected that these days
Somedays would be to bring me to you
And it's always a maybe or what if
I know that I do desire to publish
Of all those words saved for you of
Dreams, Unseen things I'll cherish

Until the end of time remember this
One thing, My Love burns here devote
And here for you my love we'll miss
Our chances but read this love note
It will read of my hopes for a life
Which you are at the center stage
If you'd someday be my only wife
I know we'll last for our of age.

Without You

Without you in my life I would never be complete
The missing pieces to this puzzle lies within you
And what you decide to do now at this crucial time
To the world as it is life I've always been obsolete
For to me love is more important money is my view
And people knew this be the reason for this rhyme
I'll make your heartstrings sweet melodies sing words
I want this of you to imagine how it could've been
The years would could be happy together a serendipity
To have met at all then but now I want to hear words
Your thoughts, ambitious dreams, desires, all goals
People say that our love if true will last eternity

I want to know your dreams and what you have seen
Did you ever dreams of us a wild passionate romance
I think that in this time we are star-crossed souls
For this time I will make things a real true reality
The stories of old that people told about the chance
We had to become one unity, then have entwined souls
We can still have this in time I believe it was here
Now that we were ever really meant to be in divinity
I will pray that you decide what you'll do cause know
My love is true of all years seen in all of our pasts
If you do choose I hope you'll chose from your heart
Because I couldn't see life without I'd die somehow

For all my life I've been dreaming of a woman there
Whose love was the greatest things this world's seen
And she was the one to save me from all of the harm
I know that she was out there as I search as inspire
With those eyes burning wild passionate fires green
I know she was so close but I knew I'd see her alarm
Maybe she had saw that this was all too much for her
And because of this I could not be more regretful of
All the things that have come to past now I must show
How wrong she was in that I'm not what is said either
I am a man who loves a woman for what I seen her love
And the glimmer of sparkle of twilight in her eyes now

I believe she was a woman who desired me to be myself
I never tried to be anything or myself because of them
I do burn for those nights to turn into days come true
This is my legacy...to be the great love story ending
For that Woman was you and for that I've wrote a poem
Because that day you said you loved me is in my view
The greatest day ever lived to me until we're married
Then everyday is the great days of what summer's burn
A promise of love, secrets revealed unto lovers unity
If that be in life that you're mine and this carried
Onto a higher love of a greater forces divine in turn
I'd ask "Would You Marry Me" we'll be together for all
eternity.

Where Art Thou Angel?

Oh where art thou angel of red roses
Petals of love in lustral masquerade
For anyone who knows, seen the story
Unfolds into itself the stage forbade
The lovers embrace within their glory
Coming tides of storms we shall evade
Your name'll be known though the dawn
Walk the heavens light me wanting you
When did you come to think I'd be gone
Now without this until we're through
This verse be for all the things done
For you to tell me the words "I Do"
For your love is a treasure to keep
I know I want you to want me this way
But if you can't see yourself in deep
I think that my heart would break away
Fall to pieces, wither, grow cold, die
I Love You in a blessing of all the sky.

Where Are You Now

Wonder is you ever wonder what I dream?
Is made of the things that brought us together
And all what we’ve seen and what is seems
To be is to Love you there with me forever
I want you like the stars need the red sun
Burning is what I have a flame in your name
I’ve felt this sway since the time we begun
And now I am left here to take the blame
For things could not be more off center
And I want to make things right to write
Those days when your bright eyes ember
Would burn onto me a fire still so bright
I want you to want me for me not potential
For what I have for you is substantial
I want you to be mine forever more
I knew this, I knew this all before.

Under The Ice

It is like being trapped under the ice
To be so helpless in this situation
Not knowing if I'll live to see you

Without you nothing will ever suffice
As to be another woman's infatuation
Such as that of yours was so true

I burn for it more now every night
And every night I dream I see us
Tonight is especial because of you

Your beauty and smile is of light
For your mine in this premonition
A sign that I see lights fade anew

I want you, only you, your family
Your smile is like no other I seen
And if I had you through our years

I would've been that man smilingly
When I see those eyes burn so green
It erases all my childhood fears

I've come to tears reading stories
On how our love has forever changed
Lives in so many ways I am greatful

I want our love story be histories
Greatest love story of how winged
Angels can carry our fate faithful.

Trapped In Time

In Romantic Setting this tale will tell
All to which is a story of two souls
Tied together on an astralogical scale
To which I would give my life for this
In the distance I hear the wedding bell
For it's not my living but dreaming tale
From which to aim but never doth miss
The point of which was trying to console
Is to be this poet, author of stories
Yet untold are the beginnings of this
And all it's former so-called glories
For which I have come to find that in
The sea of visions and dreams which led
Me to believe in make-belief and signs
Of which I would always and must give in
To which has made it this far in reign
The fires of fated winter sorrow' kiss
For it is my heart on the line has bled
The waters of our riverstreams a creek
To which the water flows into serene
And all I've had to had have a look
Took me back to a place when then been
In a dream, A place to which I build
A future upon sands of time and glass
Fore what is now shall come to pass
And all that might be, might not be
And I might never leave and be free.

To One Becomes From Two

I recall stories of two souls trapped,
In time. as an eternity has past them,
In which tales written there afterever,
The things which has come to slipped,
Everyones eyes was the surprise totem,
The spirits of angels that watch over.

We are these souls with crossed-stars,
But once in eternity we'll be together,
For once a life-time in all of times,
For these that fall for us are scars,
And all lives entwine for us forever,
You to I as you my reason these times.

Forever marks the day I finally saw,
What a beauty lies behind your eyes,
Your mind unto enfold me with wings,
Angel can't you see what I had saw,
Such fires in my eyes did surprise,
Unto visions of chapel altar rings.

All things seen in my eyes was true,
Was it really you angel my destiny,
Your love has move mountains, skies,
And the quake of my heart a virtue?,
Are you the key of my soul mystery,
And it all says it's true your eyes,

Conclusion:
I can never come to love any other,
Not like this and never will I ever,
Want to give up on this dream of us,
For I heard you say I Love You, thus,
I will leave my trouble woes behind,
Cause it's a new firey dawn I find,
For you, for us life will be ours,
And this I know that in the hours.

We are meant to watch these dreams,
Just wonder if we are if what seems,
That a premonition saw us together,
With everything to live for forever,
Be in wedded-bliss these dreams are,
What I wanted all my life was there,
With you all along in your eyes lies,
The window to your soul for i arise.

I'll have prayed to angels for you,
Like I've always prayed, wish true,
I wish for you in the nights awake,
I give my soul for you in my wake,
The time is nighing where we meet,
For you're unto her who'll complete,
Me. My life, My Soul, My destiny,
For My Love For You'll Be Eterniy.

All my life I've dreamt you here,
Now you're gone I miss you dear,
And I pray it's not too late now,
I will make things work somehow,
I will find the courageousness,
To make my dreams come happiness,
A marriage of two souls coalesce,
Would you, could you take chance?

To My Dream-Muse Lovely

To thou seer-seeing woman there reading
The book you read is not of this world
But the soul, a person's inner-working
My soul surrounded as darkness unfurled
But I know that you'll see a good person
But you'll see something else entirely
My feelings towards you are to blossom
Something I must do, I do it very rarely
Write a book, play, song or composition
In your honour for you are beautiful
I want reasons for lack of comprehension
As to how life could be so wonderful
If you and I were ever meant to be
I know together we can burn a flame
Like the poets would've say to thee
Only if you feel emotions the same
Would I ask you to have had married
You are eternity who'll be carried.

To My Darken Muse

To thy dark haired beauty
My muse of dark'st desires
The siren of dreams un-seen
I would burn in bell to meet
I know dark visions, entity
For thou art burning fires
For my only dark siren queen
To Which I'll burn to meet

I pray that time will play
This tragic love story out
My hopes of a future to burn
For I'll burn in hell to meet
For My Dark Angel Siren Queen
I will write these words out
I know'th of fires that burn
In your dark eyes when we meet.

To Love A Woman

To love is to be unselfish, loyalty reigns
To burn is to cast oneself into the flames
All in the name of the love for a woman

To pine for the woman where there's a sign
To yearn for all those feelings to be same
All my life I've been searching as a man

Who loves a woman this much and much more
For it is all my dreams that will tell me
If it will play out like dreams had before

Which time will tell if we will ever see
As the woman of all my desires in my soul
Comes blazing back into my life like fate

This will be in life is my only true goal
Become the man she deserves in life await
To see me evolve to the man of substance

And become the man of all her wild dreams
To be that man who will carry her home
And never let the fires in her eyes die.

To Have And To Hold

To have is to hold and cherish
Fore someday we will all perish
And the times that we are alive
Must be all we have in life to give.

To A Painter, Poet And Muse

To my dark muse, There you are in the candlelight
I write this to you as if you weren't reachable
So I will try to state what I feel in my writing
I find you're a beauty of dreams highly kissable
For me to dream of us kissing under a dark altar
Speak aloud the words you'll say to me desirable
And all this I can see from now visions of a far
You're like a rainbow's end a beautiful mystery
To know where you go when you rest to go sleep
For our names as lovers will go down in history
And my heartstrings play emotions running deep
So take a chance on the one thing I see for us
And dine with me through the dark of the night
I find this dream is not at all inconceivable
And my time writing this while you lie dreaming
I know what we can have is that made by stellar
As long as we meet someday we will be serenity.

This Story Upon A Screen

To all those who know what it means to Love
And for those who've lost in life out of it
These few brief lines of the arrows that hit
The heart in harsh times cause pain above
All things I cannot go on with knowing this
That someone else is sleeping next to her
For the fires she burned, I seen it in her
In her eyes makes the promise of just a kiss
For now my time on this earth is half over
And nothing in life I've done to be married
If I had her as bride, know she'd be carried
I would gave one hundred percent as her lover
I will change my lifestyle and whole mindset
To suit the needs of my dream-bride shining
In her eyes I seen those fires there burning
It was a sight that I could never ever forget
So I wait for a chance to come by where I do
Whatever I can to make this dream a reality
Then I must comfort her for all of eternity
And I know that the woman I write for is you.

The Years Ahead

Heighten at the thought of forever with her,
  And now that I feel that I might I am,
Happy is the days of yonder and yore is ever,
  Gone by in the streams of dreams I am,
Weight of the subject herein there upon now,
  Is when the seer-seeing sights that I am,
Visions of a future unseen, seen, dreamt up,
  To now which will be there-fore I am.

Destiny, Serendipity, Forever, Ever-Afters,
  Things I've longed, pined, yearned for,
It takes a Great Man to yearn for a Woman,
  Especially one who in turn maybe strangers,
Maybe in Passing, in Dreaming, in Reality,
  Could I be one with my Dream Lover Wife,
I will try to write this tale in which I have,
  In Mind, In Eyesight of which could be life,
    Or a vision of my own life in future fire.

I dreamt of a thousand suns with a star in her,
  Name, In her Honour, Her Liveliness set into,
Stone written walls of halls of church of lovers,
  Written unto their fates a tale hither-to,
The reality to which I stand, naked and alone,
  I am fore a man who believes his endings,
Be one life and one reality to which I doth lie,
  To watch, To Write, To Paint New Beginnings,
So I write to you that only I doth write and tell,
  What sights upon a southern bell do I spell,
A Tale, A Story and Written Lit, Stage Plays To,
  A Cause still un-foreseen future in this time,
  I burn it all away for you and for you I burn,
    I need never wish again for what I've seen.

The Storm Shall Pass

I've slept through out the storm
But if I awake will I see you again
For all these things cause alarm
In my psyche I'm living this again
For when I dream I don't just dream
I see into a myriad of times to see
What would be possible for us to seem
Something that could set us both free
From these days of words, events, life
To which I see too much loss and strife.